sábado, 24 de março de 2012

Wandering

Thinking about the meaning of life, and stunned by the choices I've made, utterly stunned by the consequences of my actions, although knowning behond doubt that I'm the reason for my own...whatever this is.

Anxiety? Yes, I feel that way too familiar shortness of breath. Depression? I find the word too strong, and ultimatly labelling. Somehow I believe that once you find yourself gasping for life in it's claws, you might as well check yourself in the nuthouse, 'cause ya aint gonna come out just like that, sister. And talking like that is just the proof you need that you just went kucoo...

Lately I've been feeling like I'm letting something slip though my grasp, something ultimatly important, but I somehow get distracted by mundane worries.

I find it difficult to remain focused. Rephrasing, I'm finding it difficult to know what to focus. What is it?


In the meantime, I'm reading. Rediscovering the pleasure to read, after some disappointing experiences in the last few years.

Currently, I'm being jinxed by this:

quinta-feira, 3 de novembro de 2011

Um dia destes arranco-vos os olhos com uma colher...

Este post é dedicado a todas as criaturas que passam directamente do jardim infantil para a faculdade, sem passarem pela casa do bom-senso.

Queridas alminhas que fazem trancinhas umas às outras durante as aulas, vão em bando à casa de banho e carcarejam sobre updates do fb na biblioteca:

Morram. Longe.

Despertam os meus instintos psicopatas.

Nota mental: não me voltar a esquecer do leitor de mp3 em casa...

quarta-feira, 2 de novembro de 2011

Ice, ice baby

I scream,
You scream,
Everybody loves icecream!!!!!!

Imagem daqui.

sexta-feira, 28 de outubro de 2011

E por falar em cenas estranhas...

Pensamento nerd do dia:


Não consigo levar a sério nenhum composto químico que se chame frangulósido...por muito antraquinónico que seja!!

quarta-feira, 26 de outubro de 2011

quarta-feira, 29 de junho de 2011

quarta-feira, 25 de maio de 2011

They say the best way out is through

Oh, who said life was easy?

Who said life was fair?
The way you're acting now
Like you left all that behind.
You've given up
You've given in
(And I'm a sucker of that kind)


And so they must depart
Two many more broken hearts
But I've seen all that before
In tv, books and film and more
And there's a happy ending
Every single day

One day it will be ours.

terça-feira, 24 de maio de 2011

Once again

This time for good. Well, I hope not. I wish we could be happy. Together.









domingo, 1 de maio de 2011

Take me to the place I love



Take me all the way...

segunda-feira, 25 de abril de 2011

Loose yourself






Go to your dark side.....

domingo, 3 de abril de 2011

Easy to please


Love, I hope we grow old

I hope we can find a way of seeing it all

Love, I hope we can be

I hope I can find a way of letting you see

That I'm I'm so easy to please, so easy

Coldplay

terça-feira, 22 de março de 2011

Only the strongest will survive



There's nothing left, so save your breath.

Nowhere to go, holding your fate, knowing that I will walk alone. Fire your guns, its time to run...blow me away. After the fall, we'll shake it off, show me the way. No time to lose, we've got to move.

You know I'll burn this whole world down!!!








Milk it for all it's worth, make sure you get there first
The apple of your eye, the rotten core inside
We are all prisoners, things couldn't get much worse
I've had it up to here, you know your end is near



You had to have it all, well have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard, you will get what you deserve
When all is said and done, I will be the one
To leave you in your misery and hate what you've become



Intoxicated eyes, no longer live that life
You should have learned by now, I'll burn this whole world down
I need some peace of mind, no fear of what's behind
You think you've won this fight, you've only lost your mind



You had to have it all, well have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard, you will get what you deserve
When all is said and done, I will be the one
To leave you in your misery and hate what you've become

Oooh...

Hold me down (I will live again)
Pull me out (I will break it in)



(Hold me down (better in the end)
Hold me down



You had to have it all, well have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard, you will get what you deserve
When all is said and done, I will be the one
To leave you in your misery and hate what you've become



Heaven help you
Heaven help you

sexta-feira, 18 de fevereiro de 2011

Tem dias...


As horas custam a passar. Não estou onde quero estar, estou sozinha mas não quero estar com mais ninguém, porque quem eu quero não quer estar comigo, e assim sendo, prefiro estar sozinha. Sinto-me sozinha. Não penses nisso, dizes para ti, não adianta nada, não muda nada. Não quero ir e não quero ficar.

Mas sei que tenho que ir. E deixar-te ir.

Quando me encontrar talvez te encontre a ti também. Se não te encontrar, não faz mal, porque quando me encontrar vou ter-me a mim e já não me vou sentir tão sozinha.


quinta-feira, 17 de fevereiro de 2011

Day & Night


Life & Death.

Sabemos que a morte faz parte da vida, tal como a noite faz parte do dia, no entanto ignoramo-lo activamente. Quando ela nos bate à porta, negamo-la, insultamo-la, revoltamo-nos....sofremos e por fim (se tudo correr bem!), aceitamo-la.

Chamam-lhe luto.

Permite-nos mudar, fortalecer o espírito, crescer. Precisamos da perda na nossa vida para nos apercebermos da efemeridade, da impermanência de todas as coisas e pessoas que passam na nossa vida.

Há pessoas que deixam este mundo, há outras que apenas deixam o nosso mundo.
E quando abandonam o nosso mundo sem deixarem este mundo também dói.


sexta-feira, 11 de fevereiro de 2011

New beggining



Allow yourself to be human. Accept that sometimes you are sad, angry, jealous, and all that bad stuff you don't want to be, because you want to be perfect. And you want to be perfect because in that way, people around you will love you more. Maybe you can make them love you enough to overcome the ultimate fact...that you don't love yourself.

Think about someone you deeply love. A brother, sister, children or even your pet dog or cat. Think about what you feel toward that being and realize that what you feel, that deep, unconditional love. It doesn't change even if he or she does something that you don't like, something that can even cause you suffering. You don't like the action, but the feeling remains the same. So, why is it so difficult for us to feel the same towards ourseves? Self-love, self-respect...ultimatly, it's the only true way of feeling true happiness and love others more.