sábado, 23 de outubro de 2010

Never forget

Once, one of my best friends told me: "Be good to yourself. This is very important. No matter to who are you giving your love at the moment, that love should never, ever, be bigger than the love you have for yourself."

She knew me well. After some months, when we met again, she asked me if I was being good to myself. I said yes while my eyes looked down, so she couldn't see the lie behind my words. It would take only a little longer, I thought. I just had to be strong enough and keep my self-respect away for a while. Then it would be all right. I would be happy then. If I could just hang on for...some time.

She supported me when I tought my world had ended. She hold me and told me everything would be allright. That I was strong enough. I slowly started to believe her. I was strong.

Be good to yourself.
And now, more than six months later, I realize that I have not been good to myself. I don't even know what to do. I wonder how does it feel when you know, you know for sure, that what you're doing is what is best for you.
C, I miss you.
I'm still trying, but it seems I can't love myself enough. And I don't have anyone to tell me how important I am.

sábado, 2 de outubro de 2010

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